"Here ... The hole which is mine .. The moment I saw your ... I knew I would be the closest .. I will become ... close. I did not know what to do with this feeling. Happiness. But they know now and they are angry. really fucking angry Because I know they pursued me. And now they are ready, now they are strong enough to catch me. And I can not beat them. I could do before because I was strong but ... You have made me weak. And now I can. I can. Will fight against them and you stop? Damn, I'm going to fucking fire"